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bismillahirrahmanirrahim


30102012 bersamaan 14 zulhijjah 1433H

84 tahun tempoh di dunia..
utk hidup, mengumpul amalan..
innalillahi wainna ilaihi raji'uun
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semua yang kau ada kat dunia ni fatihah, PINJAMAN semata-mata..
semuanya hak mutlak Allah s.w.t
semua ni, SEMUA nya, Dia yang punya,
hak Dia fatihah, milikNya..
kau tak own satu apa pun..
redhakan pemergian wan,
doakan utk wan, hanya doa yg mampu kau beri kini,
insyaAllah..
berdoa juga akn bertemu semula di pintu syurga,
berjalan beriringan di taman-taman syurga,
itu, itu yang perlu dilakukan..
bukan nya menangis tiap masa

the nearest feeling

bismillahirrahmanirrahim



All night, a man called “Allah”
Until his lips were bleeding. 
Then the Devil said, “Hey! Mr Gullible!
How comes you’ve been calling all night
And never once heard Allah say, “Here, I am”?
You call out so earnestly and, in reply, what?
I’ll tell you what. Nothing!” 
The man suddenly felt empty and abandoned.
Depressed, he threw himself on the ground
And fell into a deep sleep.
In a dream, he met Abraham, who asked,
“Why are you regretting praising Allah?” 

The man said, “I called and called
But Allah never replied, “Here I am.”
Abraham explained, “Allah has said,
“Your calling my name is My reply.
Your longing for Me is My message to you. 
All your attempts to reach Me
Are in reality My attempts to reach you.
Your fear and love are a noose to catch Me.
In the silence surrounding every call of “Allah”
Waits a thousand replies of “Here I am.” 
—Jalaluddin Rumi, “Here I Am” 


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